posted 2021-04-29 23:42:56
Feeling so overwhelmed lately. I could list all the negative things that eat away at my days but I list them all the time in my head and I’d rather not do that here. Yet.
Life is good, which makes the overwhelm feel bad. I’m constantly on the lookout for shitty things. News. Friends. Feelings. Just always picking at things so I can get upset when they bleed.
I started writing out that list. I deleted it. It’s an addiction to pour over the bad all the time. I’d like to focus on other stuff now.