posted 2019-04-04 11:34:54

tell me why i spend more time angry than i do happy.
why i look to start every day fresh but it seems to be ruined by noon.
why iím trying to feel comfortable in the here & now but iím realizing iím not comfortable with anything in my life.
why i feel rejected by you.
why i try every day to find our happy again.
why i hurt how i do, but i canít turn to you.
why youíre the one person i should be able to turn to.

why i question every day if we even have a future in this world together.
why i question if what iím feeling is resentment.

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