posted 2020-05-16 05:43:42

I feel that the last few years of my life have been a waste of time. A marriage that is just there to be there a job that has done nothing but wear and tear on my body that also have put me in many near death experiences. I wake up just wanting more. Looking for someone who is passionate about me and if not that then nothing at all. A job that I can say man I made it my way. The thing about life is that you can't get a new start. The past is always there. Nothing erases the past it will always be there. People say you can get a fresh start or a redo but it is just not true.

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