posted 2019-02-07 20:42:07
I need work and school and responsiblities or this tsunami of depression hits me and drags me under. I feel so lonely I could scream. But nothing I can do will fix that. And I wonder over and over again if Iíve chosen the right path. The same problems will meet me next year in La Crosse. A transient, short term situation where I donít know where Iíll be the next year and my future is a mystery. Next year I wonít even have kathy. Iíll have no one. How long can I wait until Iím happy? Or at some point will I just explode?