posted 2019-05-29 21:21:53
So one of the two members of my polycule broke up with us today. We are all sad. We love each other, but the poly thing makes her depressed, and she's got plenty of other issues.
I'm slightly relieved. She's the first person I ever told about the whole poly thing, and she was totally nonjudgmental and fine with it, and I realize now that was partially because she was also a very unhappy alcoholic really looking for any affection or stability and I kind of took advantage of that, and now that she's like several months sober, she's like "WTF am I doing?"
That makes me sad.
She's really ridiculously good looking, too.