posted 2018-11-11 21:30:44

big orgy Friday night, need Saturday for schoolwork, and my parents are trying to command performance me into doing this event on keeping water out and maintaining the structural integrity of historic properties through good roofing and masonry work.

"I'm sorry dad, I can't go to your symposium because several women need my attention for impact / knife play / back rubs / forcing them to beg to eat braunschweiger at knifepoint; and I also like to sleep and not suck at school. Please stop letting your present turn my future AND present into warm garbage, it is not my fault that they didn't advertise and you need me as a warm body to fill out the crowd, yes I am aware we own several historic properties that I need to know how to take care of. I know how to take care of them. With gigantic piles of money. Which I will continue to have none of at the rate I'm going."

but no, I'm not going to say that. I'm going to do clinical, do the event, go to bed late, get up early, do the symposium at nine AM after being up till like 3, stress them all out, and myself, and turn shit in late, and basically nail 75% of everything, doing it all, as a bit of an omnishambles. Because I'm me and I suck at saying no to people.


Especially people I love.

I'm weirdly spoiled / privileged, but you'd think that would translate into having more than 40$ in checking at some point.