posted 2018-11-15 04:01:47

I'm starting to believe that me getting only 3-5 hours of sleep every night without feeling tired is my body naturally adjusting to feeling so time-starved in the corporate slavestate in which we find ourselves.

Just a wild theory with no real substance behind it. Back to sleep. Or not.

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posted 2018-11-14 17:58:55

Sometimes I think my gay (man) friend is in love with me and other times I think Iím imagining it. I mean, he doesnít like women and we basically bonded on our love of the D. Yeah, itís not possible... Iím dumb. Our friendship is very specific and lovely so who cares.... I will just continue to go with the flow.

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posted 2018-11-11 21:30:44

big orgy Friday night, need Saturday for schoolwork, and my parents are trying to command performance me into doing this event on keeping water out and maintaining the structural integrity of historic properties through good roofing and masonry work.

"I'm sorry dad, I can't go to your symposium because several women need my attention for impact / knife play / back rubs / forcing them to beg to eat braunschweiger at knifepoint; and I also like to sleep and not suck at school. Please stop letting your present turn my future AND present into warm garbage, it is not my fault that they didn't advertise and you need me as a warm body to fill out the crowd, yes I am aware we own several historic properties that I need to know how to take care of. I know how to take care of them. With gigantic piles of money. Which I will continue to have none of at the rate I'm going."

but no, I'm not going to say that. I'm going to do clinical, do the event, go to bed late, get up early, do the symposium at nine AM after being up till like 3, stress them all out, and myself, and turn shit in late, and basically nail 75% of everything, doing it all, as a bit of an omnishambles. Because I'm me and I suck at saying no to people.

Especially people I love.

I'm weirdly spoiled / privileged, but you'd think that would translate into having more than 40$ in checking at some point.

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the best of cornfed:
posted 2018-11-11 19:37:29

"It never ceases to amaze me that men in the West are still dumb enough to get married without taking appropriate precautions."

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posted 2018-11-09 18:28:22

Eat shit you two faced fair weather no talent ass clown. Iíll never accept or be cool with the fact they chose you over me. Iíve thrived and run circles around you the last 5 years while you floundered in absolute mediocrity. You donít want to see me in person for a long time. Iím heated and nothing good will come from a face to face. Suck dick you fat cunt.

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posted 2018-11-06 18:50:11

The guy on the left is the typical Republican voter where I live.

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posted 2018-11-06 02:03:19

ok yep, ended things in a friendly way with that girl. time to attempt dating other people and somehow finding a queer woman who doesn't want to be poly / open / chill about dating multiple people indefinitely.

also we didn't click all that well? she was cool but i can find somebody more cool, who is still calm and reasonable and not a tropical bird. i had more fun talking to various new friends than i did talking to her.

likely going to meet violet's open-relationship lady friend on wednesday, which is kind of funny.

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posted 2018-11-05 18:36:21

I got a call from my doctorís office to come in to discuss my test results. So I knew I got something. Turns out I got sexual assault with a side of chlamydia. Fuck you, Brody. I had to call him after to tell him too so that he can get it treated.

I sent in my acceptance of the externship in Wisconsin, and sent emails to Lansing and Santa Fe to let them know. The externship decision process is over.

Itís been a wild week.

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The Gospel of M.E.: Done
posted 2018-11-03 02:18:50

Broke up with her.

She abruptly took off yesterday and today from work and went to her moms house to clear her head, 2 hrs away.

She doesnít text or say shit to me until 9:30 saying sheís almost home

We talk, things were going well, then she tells me she brought the cunt with her to her moms house. She told me a few of the things she did while out there and neglected to tell me the cunt was there for some time.

I tell her weíre done and left. Sheís called me 40 times. I havenít answered. The nights been shit after that too and I want to go home but sheís probably still there

Iím not going to tell her to end the friendship. The problem is my ex.

Itís ok to be depressed but Iím not going to accept how she treats me when sheís depressed.

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posted 2018-10-31 18:31:51

I keep doing shit that makes me cringe in embarrasment later on when I recall it. Probably isnít even as bad as I think, but the fact that I feel so stupid about it later probably means I should adjust my behaviour...

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